I've decided that I desire my heart.
I think I would prefer to look back and know that I at least experienced feeling once again, rather than spend the rest of my life wondering what it would be like. If I find that I'm better off without my heart, it will be easy enough to rid of it, but I must know. I'm tired of playing this guessing game with myself.
I will search out the keyblade wielders soon.
And don't worry, Zexion. I still plan to help you with moving.
I think I would prefer to look back and know that I at least experienced feeling once again, rather than spend the rest of my life wondering what it would be like. If I find that I'm better off without my heart, it will be easy enough to rid of it, but I must know. I'm tired of playing this guessing game with myself.
I will search out the keyblade wielders soon.
And don't worry, Zexion. I still plan to help you with moving.
- Mood:
productive
I've arrived at a rather... irritating predicament.
Lately, I have been doing a lot of thinking and it just had to start after I found and captured my heartless. But I'm not quite so sure I really desire the return of my heart anymore. I've grown so accustomed to not feeling emotion that it's natural for me.
I have yet to decide, but perhaps one of you will nudge me in the right direction.
Those of you who have acquired their hearts again: do you like it, or is it a burden?
Lately, I have been doing a lot of thinking and it just had to start after I found and captured my heartless. But I'm not quite so sure I really desire the return of my heart anymore. I've grown so accustomed to not feeling emotion that it's natural for me.
I have yet to decide, but perhaps one of you will nudge me in the right direction.
Those of you who have acquired their hearts again: do you like it, or is it a burden?
- Mood:
contemplative
Wonderful. Just what this place needs: more plant life.
Is it really necessary to overflow everything with these vile things? It certainly isn't making things any easier for me to find my heartless, let alone my home.
So, who would like to join me in my plant extermination?
Is it really necessary to overflow everything with these vile things? It certainly isn't making things any easier for me to find my heartless, let alone my home.
So, who would like to join me in my plant extermination?
- Mood:
aggravated
Mistletoe is the most disgusting, vile plant I have ever seen... or had to deal with for that matter. Of course, it would only be natural for it to be combined with the most disgusting, vile person in the entirety of Centerverse to stumble upon me.
Who has a suggestion for good mouth cleansers? Preferably one that burns off my taste buds and takes any feeling away from my mouth for a while. It's been a week already and nothing has worked.
Liquid soap is beginning to sound appetizing.
Who has a suggestion for good mouth cleansers? Preferably one that burns off my taste buds and takes any feeling away from my mouth for a while. It's been a week already and nothing has worked.
Liquid soap is beginning to sound appetizing.
- Mood:
sick
whoever set thep ink bunnies afterg me iskgoing to DIE
ANDwhy arw the comptuer jkeys popping iout at mne?? it's giing me a hadchache
ANDwhy arw the comptuer jkeys popping iout at mne?? it's giing me a hadchache
- Mood:
weird
A demon, hm?
Unexpected, but rather fitting, I suppose. I think I rather like this new get-up of mine, and I must admit, the new surroundings are quite fun. Now I'm simply curious how the others' appearances have changed, but I don't think I'll be heading towards the World That Never Was anytime soon... not with all this nonsense about hearts going on.
However, I think I may get into the Halloween spirit and do a little... spooking.
OoC : Doesn't he look badass? ;)
Unexpected, but rather fitting, I suppose. I think I rather like this new get-up of mine, and I must admit, the new surroundings are quite fun. Now I'm simply curious how the others' appearances have changed, but I don't think I'll be heading towards the World That Never Was anytime soon... not with all this nonsense about hearts going on.
However, I think I may get into the Halloween spirit and do a little... spooking.
OoC : Doesn't he look badass? ;)
- Mood:
devious
Heh.
"I told you so," just doesn't quite say it...
but "I'm relieved I didn't waste my time with that meeting," will have to do for now.
"I told you so," just doesn't quite say it...
but "I'm relieved I didn't waste my time with that meeting," will have to do for now.
- Mood:
amused
To anyone I may have so much as smiled at while under influence of those wretched bubbles, I assure you, I did not mean it. I still prefer that you all stay as far away from me as possible.
That is all.
That is all.
- Mood:
annoyed
Hn. Guess who I am?
Guys! I'm so booored! I need entertaining! Be my bitches and ENTERTAIN ME. Now!
...No, really. Guess.
Guys! I'm so booored! I need entertaining! Be my bitches and ENTERTAIN ME. Now!
...No, really. Guess.
- Mood:
mischievous
I figured I wasn't the only 'Organization' member that came back around, but I didn't quite expect nearly the entire thing to be 'alive' or even attend that meeting. I nearly didn't, if it hadn't been for Xigbar being obnoxious as ever insisting I go.
At any rate, I was unconvinced to put any trust in Xemnas before the meeting and I remain so now. For now, I found a place to stay-- far away from the World That Never Was, and I don't intend to go back either.
I will, however, have to visit the Beast's Castle and check up on that dear warrior girl. Celes, was it? She didn't seem to be faring so well after my last visit.
At any rate, I was unconvinced to put any trust in Xemnas before the meeting and I remain so now. For now, I found a place to stay-- far away from the World That Never Was, and I don't intend to go back either.
I will, however, have to visit the Beast's Castle and check up on that dear warrior girl. Celes, was it? She didn't seem to be faring so well after my last visit.
- Mood:
apathetic